imani ke dunia

This is the touching part..
Ummi just found Abi's pen drive that keep vclip during imani was born. I've been searching for this clip for a year!
It was a fine afternoon, 5th March 2008, about 4:20..the most increadible, beautiful things happened to me..a gift from God...I just can't believe I just give birth to a beautiful baby girl weight 3.67kg. I cried that time and every time I flashback that moment. I thank Uwan for bring me to the world.
Well, enough the touching part..you are a very spoilt baby from the beginning. It's been a week from the due date that you supposed to see the world but you show no sign but still stay happily inside my womb. You love it aren't you? stay attached to me until now. By the way, I am 5 month pregnant with your brother/sister when I wrote this. So, start being independent girl! You gonna be a big sister soon!! Back to the day you were born, Uwan was in KL just to accompany us back to Batu Pahat. She was worrying too much that she came 2 days ealier just to find out that I still can drive and go shopping. That lovely morning, we were having a nice breakfast at Bangi's Kopitiam. Aroung 10pm we went to "check in" to An Nur Speacialist Hospital. I was worried about yr Uwan more than myself, where she's going to sleep, show her the surau and everything, not knowing what's gnna happen the next hour. The nurse asked me to to lay down the bed and rest. I don't want to coz I'm not tired or sick. By 11pm, they had prepared the labour room for me. So they took me there, change my cloth, prepared all the wire and machine around me. At that point, they not allowed me to go anywhere anymore even to the toilet. Just after the drip was on, Dr Khamsiah, our gynea, came to me with a strange look. She was talking about the labour pain and how she and most people can't stand. She advise me to take the epidural. I was blur. Never in my life I've been thru a labour pain before of course. So how will I know whether I can stand it or not? As far as I know, it was different for every women. What if I can stand it? what if God made its not so bad for me? Was it gonna waste? What if I still can feel the pain even with epidural? What will be the side effect?So, I said to the dr that this is my first time and i want to experience it my self.
Ok, fine..so me and your Abi waits..and waits..
The pain started to come around 1 o'clck. It was like every 20 minutes. And its became harder and more often by 3pm. I was blamed myself not to take epidural before. Now its already too late!!By 4.00pm it was like every 5mnts!!and at that time Abi wants to go for his Zohor prayers..I was so mad I won't let him go!!I was in pain and he want to leave me alone? 20 minutes late the doctor came, I was sooo relief to see her face!!She said that I can push now..so I push..she and her team was so relax. .maybe bcoz they have been thru all this everyday. For some point, she asked me not to push but she said yr head has already shows up! She asked Abi to see it and standby the camera. We don't have a camera!!but Abi used his camera phone to catcth the moment. Just after you came out and the moment taken, Abi's phone was ran out of battery!!!

HFM Disease

Sorry imani, ummi has to start your blog with a sad story. Its been a long time since ummi sign up for this blog but has never started due to my busy schedule with handful cutie creature like you. I think I have to go backwards.

HFM-how its started
We just come back from cherating. Even the chalet was nice but it has a very bad hygene prob. Come back I saw a strange rashes on your nappy area. It looks like mosquito bite but alots of it in one area. It was so fast and became more worse everytime. It freak me out when the rashes was already on your arm & palm by noon. I know there must be something wrong. But its was Sunday and already 7pm and Dr Nik's clinic (Our Pediatrician) was already close. Rush you to Alam Medic clinic (ING panel) and the doctor said the rash has been infected by virus and give you a lotion. Only a lotion. That night you can't sleep. You can't stop garu all over yr body. I rush you to the same clinic again to ask for ubat tahan gatal. At least for tonight. The ubat was last for 2 hrs only. Every 2 hrs you will wake up and scracth and cry. I can't give you the drugs every 2 hrs. I just can hold you and sapu the lotion and prayed hard for your relief. God knows how I wish the night will end. Next morning, Dr Nik's clinic open on 9.30 and we are already there by 8.00. Don' t care! I wanna be her first patient today. With one glance the first words that came out from Dr Nik was "HFM". I'm speechless. But at least we know what was the horrible rashes was. There's no special drugs or medical sure for HFM disease. You are lucky the virus just attacked your hand and foot only. No serious ulser. So you just being home quarantined. Dr gave Declovir cream for rashes, Medijel gel for yr throat ulser, Lactacyd skin cleanser for bath and a paracetamol in case of fever. Your rashes became more horrible by noon but ummi & abi was lega coz we know what was the cause already and with all the Dr Nik's xplanation and internet info we take turn to look after you for the whole week. Ummi has to take leave first followed by Abi. You are an active and happy itchy patient. First 2 days was hard. You can't eat & drink right. Probably because of the ulser but you are such a clever girl. You still want your bottle but it took a long time just to finish 2oz of milk. As usual, you want everything that you saw me ate but you just ate bit by bit. Abi came back on the first day Moo Moo icecream. That was Mak Ngah's idea coz Ariff and Aishah also suffer the same disease when they was young, even worst,both of them have to be warded due to serious ulser. But at the end all the ice cream was finished by Ab (as usual).